Why am i still awake? I can slowly feel the depression taking over. My neck is hurt more than they thought apparantly. MRI here i come. No dancing or guard for some time. This could be a problem and its ifnally breaking me down. I dance. Its what i do. This is killing me to be told i need to stop for a month maybe more. =/ Im gonna get fat too cuz i have a problem that i eat when i get emotional. tonight aorund 12 i managed to consume some taco bell, burger king, and dunkin donuts. Its a problem. oh yes. Goodbye being fit. Hello obesity.